She Is....

She speaks while I'm inside
Even before I see the light
She calls me a miracle
For I came in her life
After seven hopeless years
She hold me while i shed tears
And i cuddle beside her
She listens to my jumbling words
While my heart was breaking
She wipe away my tears
Light up my gloomy face
She is a best friend to me
She is my hero
She is my MOM

a lil video of mine :)

The Sound Of My Guitar

i open my ears to the dimension outside my pretty liltle world.. i hear the sound of my lilttle guitar in my hands.. its the simple chords going back and forth making  a simple yet complicated sound..
it was like going back to december in the year 2008.. the chill outside the house reminds me that christmas is only a week away.. everyone is busy shopping for christmas and busy preparing for their way back home after a long months of opening and closing the books daily.

It was the 4th of december and my dad called me up and told me that he is sending some bucks for my new guitar.. it was one of the most wonderful days of my life. Thanks to dad.

A single chord with another chord, comes out in a simple, natural sound that filled the entire room. OK. give me the key 'C' and the words came out from the tip of my tongue and atlast scream out at the top of my lungs. :) Its like a love song for no one :D

I hold it till my hand hurts :) but that doesn't stop me from loving it :)..  im still on the corner of this little world that i call myself, in this crazy thing called life. but life is getting more and more complicated every time we grow older but that doesn't mean that we can't have the fun what everyday has brought along with itself.

Its All About Him And I Love Him :)

Just like any other day, my earphone blocking my ear from the outside world with John Mayer's smooth and perfect music, sitting infront of my lappy- where i pour all my heart out. Sometimes staring at all the magazines spreading all over my bed, counting the clock ticking by myself, trying to figure out different design of clothes the most important person in my life would like when i wear them and most of all where can i get them?...Hmmm damsel in distress hahahha :) anyway... in this post im gonna share with you.. how he inspired me in my ever fashion taste i have ehhh :) enjoy...
OK, first of all i'd like to share something about my new hair do these days..

About five or six years ago.. when we were in schools.. i used to hate going for school just because i have to tie my hair up. I used to think it doesn't suit me at all. I never tie my hair except in school coz in schools its the rule :(..Times goes and goes.. trying hard to get in a med school working hard enough that i didnt even bother about dressing up or shopping, but the spirit of haunting the Mall anytime possible haunts me again hhaha.. i love trying new things and it makes me feel good.. Last month i was back home for my christmas holiday, was gonna for shopping with my bf and he insist that i tie my hair up, i told him it doesn't suit me at all but he asked to try and said he will be the judge.. ok.. so i did tie my hair up.. he told me it looks nice, smart, cool and clean.. ok to tell u the truth folks, he make me feel confident.. so.. my bf insired me alot. hheheh..





oK turning the page .. i love dressing up smart, cool and i just wanna be the simple and elegant girlfriend :))

 One of my post in stylepile is named "back to 80's.. my mom was soo cool back then". it is about a top which was tailored just like my mom's top back in the 80's.. it was smart, cool and the colour rocks!!!... Thats how i found out my mom was soo cool hehhe.. love her so much.. and about this is that... my bf always liked it very much when i dress up smart and simple.. not when i go boho or futuristic or whatever. and this look is again insipired by him.. what he likes is how i dress up :) love him so much mwaaahh :*

I wear this masterpiece :) with a tailored high waist skirt that i designed :D ehh.. and a simple black cardigan and a black flat.. and most
of all.. my bf's fav hairstyle.... everything goes perfectly smooth that sunday with an over sized blue stoned ring on my finger.. :)














8th February 2011

It was the morning of 8th feb 2011.. the sounds of loud music outside our house wake me up.. it was the sound of the people celebrating their saraswati puja.. the puja for the hindu god of learning.. And i remember i have to go to the college for the celebration.. and lots of food hahhahaha... so i wake my roommates up and we started getting ready for the college.. ok.. first of all what should i wear.?? !! will he like it ehhh... i took out my fav. blazer, a black tight and a black top with some designs of light blue in the front.. i took out my black pearl necklace to add the glam.. the black n light blue totally give the contrast.. and the necklace to accesorise it... and the look totally works for me.. just the way he liked and just the way i love.. ciaooo

as simple as it is..

My mom used to tell me that my closet is all black (: but i cant help myself.. every time i go shopping ...black always caught my eyes and i always end up buying them... this month when i went shopping, i tell myself to add some contrast in it coz i know i'm gonna end up  buying all black again (: so i choose this striped b&w cardigan ... i add a lil' contrast..(; finally.. i always wanna look simple but elegant :) i guess this works for meh!! ciao till my next post :)im wearing a b&w cardigan.. with a black top, jeans and flat from bangkok

The lil' white dress saved the day :) it was christmas

It was Christmas day... i was thinking what i should wear from the night before and  i cant figure out what i should wear till the morning.. but at last.. i tell myself, the little white dress might save the day :)...A hint of white with black and beige for christmas... my fav colours made my day and finally saved the day...

the lil' white dress from a shop in kolkata, pantyhose from kolkata, black tailored jacket(self designed), biege coloured shoe from charles & keith

Maybe this can't work anymore but i dont know what the hell is soo wrong with me and my damn life.. reminisce the past and going down the memory lane only hurt my feelings. i wish i meet him the warwick avenue :)).. and tell him how much i love him...

What took u so long... coz i keep holding on ...


i would pay every price just to rest my head in his arms again...