OLDER ^__*

ok.. What am I going to write hea.. lemme think... ummm hehhee .. Ok lemme start

Dear blog,


As i wrote in my previous post, Starter.. life as we know is sometimes the thing we hate the most.. Am i right??? but after about two decades we could call ourselves a responsible adult.. but on the way to this we had so many ups and downs... Sometimes we cry, sometimes we smile, sometimes we try to hide the tears with laughter. But remember.. time always heals the pain.. :)


I've been waiting all my life for this moment to come.. where i can think back the past.. even the tear shedding moments and smile :) I've been waiting for this for soo long.. About a decade back, we used to think that we can reach any height we want and be the one that we wanna be, it was soo easy.. but life goes on.. the responsibility, the hardwork, the sweat, the tears and everything... its not that easy anymore.. not at all like the way we used to dream about it when we were ten years old.. Going down the road in life, we get older and older, its not like old days anymore.. its really is a tough thing to get older.. And the weight we bare on our head OMG... its damn haeavyy hehehhe..we try so hard which way to go.. sometimes too many roads and to pick the right way for us... sometimes its like needle in a haystack :)but we have to choose only one road..


As a song says... "seems like nothing is black and white anymore, the shades of grey and i'm feeling the weight over my shoulder.. its tough getting older...i always thought that i knew where i'd wanna go.. now im here and i find that im still getting colder.. its kinda tough getting older"...


But always believe in urself.. choose wisely.. remember ur responsibility.. even though its hard... dont let failure drag u down but let it make u stronger...  Even though its tough getting OLDER

love, christina :)

thats what my dad told me :)) n im glad

this post is about a randezvous with my past....

thats what my dad told me :)

sitting im my chair for quiet an hour now... was still wondering what i will write in this next post.. and then out of nowhere.. it flashes into my head..

being a kid... those days are kinda hard for me for the kinda girl who need to fit in.. with not even a single sibiling to watch my back.. lots and lots of catastrophe :) i started building my own fence around myself.. used to get frustrated to myself... how i look and how others treated me..

one day, went out with my mate... went to play for sometime... again that evening i came home crying... as i was reaching my porch.. my dad was there waiting for me.. he knows that something was wrong... he hold me tight.. i cried so hard holding him as tight as possible.. telling him how hard it is..

he lift me up, telling me to stop crying telling me that he would buy me a candy... and finally he told me," never stop believing in yourself.. dont lose faith.. be serious in your studies.. and the time will come when everything will be upside down".

time passes...after about a decade.. i remember what he told me.. how true it is.. thanx to dad ..:)) he is the reason for me to be in this position
THATS WHAT MY DAD TOLD ME 
LOve u DAddy

its all about stylepile :))

it was only a few days back that i come across this site www.stylepile.com ... i spent my whole evening browsing it :).. i find it very interesting.. i was wondering how much people put an effort on this kinda stuff, u know.. in the beginning i kinda like it and later on the more i get to it, the more i like it... n now IM LOVING IT (:
im so obsessed with this fashion world.. and thanx to stylepile that i found what really make me feel like doing what i love :p.. even though im studying a subj which is a pole away from fashion world...

the next day (today) with my laptop on my lap... i started browsing again... just cant get enough of it .. i saw all those styles... it really did sparkle im my eyes :)) i saw one ex classmate of mine, bellamoiselle... love it just love itt and lots of other people  ..

in the end i end up in my lonely blog... writing all this down ... and finally i said to myself ... ITS ALL ABOUT STYLEPILE :))))

starter :))

its all about evertthing anything in life ... i guess :)) as i was coming home from class today.. i was wondering.. why is it so damn boring here... lots of stuff to do.. studying.. everyone is running towards the future .. to achieve whatever they planned for themselves in life.. who am i?? what am i going to do in the future.... but life as we know is sometimes the thing we hate the most.. but if u think twice :)) everything will be fine :))